Dec 15, 2004 17:51
ok heres the deal: i like jeremy! i do i do u know yes that kid in formality!! i like him alot and im scared to tell him! dont tell him either i think i might have a way like a hint haha. ok so like i kinda liked him since epcot, by just looking at him and talking with him but only for a little bit u know! but last night we were sitting next to eachother and like i started talking and he grabbed my right hand and puts his other one on it and says april when people have headaches, they dont want people yelling in there ear. but very quietly and said i love you your my favorite person but keep it down... and he was pissed at ms fulmer so he kept holding my hand and said lets see if she notices to make her even more mad. but then we both looked at eric and alena and he lets go and he says never mind their like having sex in there seat hahahaha!!! but i really like him alot but no guy ever freeking likes me!!!!! i dunno y either??? so guys out there tell me!!! me and daniel were talking how like guys never like us cause we have a better personality then them haha but when i say haha i almost start to cry because i want jeremy!! hah i know its stupid but no guy ever f***ing like me so its hard and them when that senior said he did hes like i wouldnt never go out with her becasue of her age so i just got pissed and sad but angry yet annoyed so i think im just gonna ball my eyes out with kristan this weekend i really like jeremy alot but i dont think hed ever go out with me???? like i saw him today but two pretty girls walking beside him i wass gonna tell him but i got intimidated sooo......i know im gay im just sad!!! like last night i was happy then got soooo sad.... when i get around guys i like or think r hot i get too crazy i guess??? now im gonna og cry and eat my soup!!! ;'( call me please!! 447 4124