Reminisce...
OK so it seems like everytime i go to write in this thing, i dont have the motivation to do it, orrrr there is just nothing to write about. Until of course, i either go home and leave westfield or i hang out with my crew from back home. This entry is going to have NOTHING to do with westfield because as the days keep passing i am just waiting for the day when xmas break is here and i will finally be done with this school.
I did realize last night tho that even if i hadnt come to this school originally, i am almost positive that at some point over my 4 years in college, i would have eventually resorted back to worcester state because of the mere fact of my job. I am so reliant on making money and having a job and having somethin i need to be doing during the week and on the weekends and having a car that i can get in anytime i want and just going somewhere. I am in such awe as to why i chose this school. I knew coming here that there was nothing here but i had NO IDEA it was going to be like this. NOTHINGVILLE is exit 3 off the masspike ladies n gentlemen. I should have gone to like framingham or fitchburg or something becuz at least then there would have been a FEW more things to keep me interested in stayin at the school.
After the past 2 weekends tho, i am so sure about my decision and wanting to go back to the 508. I knew that going to college i was going to miss my friends and everyone else but i never realized how bad. Every time me n meg talk we are always looking forward to thanksgiving when EVERYONE will finally be home and it will just be like fucking awesome. The 2 weekends ago when i was in BU, i was with mary, meg, luke, malki and fran. Obvs, i never chilled with those boys constantly in high school but we did chill together. But for some reason we all had soooooooooo much fun that it was like insane.I got to also see heather and bryan and brownie and clancey and like it made me feel so awesome to be around THOSE ppl who i am reallly realllly close with and just feel like we never left each other and laugh our asses off and feel like complete and absute idiots AND NOT CARE CUZ THATS JUST HOW WE DO. I just love our friends and how we can be away from each other for madd long and pick up right where we left off, and like even if we werent close in high school it doesnt matter because we all have a history together and thats all that seems to matter. AND I LOVE IT.
I love getting random drunken calls and voice mails from my friends all over this country lol because i know we all miss each other and every time one of us are drinking out of a red keg cup we are thinking about all those times at the rituals or games of flip cup and beer pong. I always seem to look to my right to see someone i recognize and am partying with but then i realize im just flashing back to high school and all the parties we had then.
I duno i def sound like a rambling idiot right now, but then again what else is new? I really just cant wait for the holidays when we can all be together again like our big fucked up dysfunctional family, an pick up right where we left off, around a keg either at the rituals, someones house or just some newly built house on a side road. I LOVE U ALL AND CANT WAIT TO SEE U ALL. aiight im done preachin, had to get that off my chest.
lataz, reese
I did realize last night tho that even if i hadnt come to this school originally, i am almost positive that at some point over my 4 years in college, i would have eventually resorted back to worcester state because of the mere fact of my job. I am so reliant on making money and having a job and having somethin i need to be doing during the week and on the weekends and having a car that i can get in anytime i want and just going somewhere. I am in such awe as to why i chose this school. I knew coming here that there was nothing here but i had NO IDEA it was going to be like this. NOTHINGVILLE is exit 3 off the masspike ladies n gentlemen. I should have gone to like framingham or fitchburg or something becuz at least then there would have been a FEW more things to keep me interested in stayin at the school.
After the past 2 weekends tho, i am so sure about my decision and wanting to go back to the 508. I knew that going to college i was going to miss my friends and everyone else but i never realized how bad. Every time me n meg talk we are always looking forward to thanksgiving when EVERYONE will finally be home and it will just be like fucking awesome. The 2 weekends ago when i was in BU, i was with mary, meg, luke, malki and fran. Obvs, i never chilled with those boys constantly in high school but we did chill together. But for some reason we all had soooooooooo much fun that it was like insane.I got to also see heather and bryan and brownie and clancey and like it made me feel so awesome to be around THOSE ppl who i am reallly realllly close with and just feel like we never left each other and laugh our asses off and feel like complete and absute idiots AND NOT CARE CUZ THATS JUST HOW WE DO. I just love our friends and how we can be away from each other for madd long and pick up right where we left off, and like even if we werent close in high school it doesnt matter because we all have a history together and thats all that seems to matter. AND I LOVE IT.
I love getting random drunken calls and voice mails from my friends all over this country lol because i know we all miss each other and every time one of us are drinking out of a red keg cup we are thinking about all those times at the rituals or games of flip cup and beer pong. I always seem to look to my right to see someone i recognize and am partying with but then i realize im just flashing back to high school and all the parties we had then.
I duno i def sound like a rambling idiot right now, but then again what else is new? I really just cant wait for the holidays when we can all be together again like our big fucked up dysfunctional family, an pick up right where we left off, around a keg either at the rituals, someones house or just some newly built house on a side road. I LOVE U ALL AND CANT WAIT TO SEE U ALL. aiight im done preachin, had to get that off my chest.
lataz, reese