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Today I've thought a lot about how ungreatful of a person I am. I never stop and take time to be thankful for much of the immense amount of things I have going for me. About the only thing I ever appreciate on a daily basis is the relationship I have with the love of my life. I never am thankful for how much my dad does for me, how well off I am as a person, how easy of a job especially for the money I'm making. I have so much to be thankful for, but in the end of the day I fail to realize over half of it. I don't understand, I guess it's just the kind of person I am. Half the time I am even not fair towards Ashley. I really need to start working on these small kinks before I hit college and the workforce because I have a feeling that if I don't, I will eventually have many more enemies than friends which nobody wants.
With that said, I am sorry to anyone I've ever offended, directly or indirectly. To anyone who may read this that doesn't feel highly of me, I'm sorry for whatever I've done. Okay, enough of the negativity for now. Tonight I am filling out my application for NMU, and hopefully finalizing plans for the Cedar Point trip next weekend with my dad. I better still get to go since Steve is basically already waiting in many regards. I've got my hopes up I know that much.
Well, I guess I don't have much to say today. I really hope I get to talk to Ashley so her morning will start off well. For anyone that doesn't have a good close relationship of any kind, I suggest getting one. Any kind of love in your life, beit right beside you or 10,000 miles away, will keep you going. I promise that. I am a walking example of that. Ashley is my motivation, all of it right now. I love that girl with my heart and soul. I am ready to spend the rest of my life with her.
Playlist:
Blink 182 - Toast and Bananas
Alucard - Innocent Diction in A Minor
Matchbook Romance - Shadows Like Statues
Brand New - Seventy Times 7
With that said, I am sorry to anyone I've ever offended, directly or indirectly. To anyone who may read this that doesn't feel highly of me, I'm sorry for whatever I've done. Okay, enough of the negativity for now. Tonight I am filling out my application for NMU, and hopefully finalizing plans for the Cedar Point trip next weekend with my dad. I better still get to go since Steve is basically already waiting in many regards. I've got my hopes up I know that much.
Well, I guess I don't have much to say today. I really hope I get to talk to Ashley so her morning will start off well. For anyone that doesn't have a good close relationship of any kind, I suggest getting one. Any kind of love in your life, beit right beside you or 10,000 miles away, will keep you going. I promise that. I am a walking example of that. Ashley is my motivation, all of it right now. I love that girl with my heart and soul. I am ready to spend the rest of my life with her.
Playlist:
Blink 182 - Toast and Bananas
Alucard - Innocent Diction in A Minor
Matchbook Romance - Shadows Like Statues
Brand New - Seventy Times 7