Oct 03, 2004 08:46
Well, one full month complete without her. I never would've guessed what time apart can do to a relationship. Sure things are tough, but we are doing good. I realize more and more every day just how much Ashley means to me. I could never lose that girl. I feel bad for the 2 people that read this thing that I don't update it ever. I've been very busy with work lately, almost every day. Hopefully it stays close to that way, but this winter I can't work every day because I need to snowboard. Oh well, save my money while I can.
I'm hoping to go to Cedar Point in a couple weeks. The weekend of the 16th to be exact. I'm really looking forward to riding a few roller coasters, I love them. Steve might be going with me, hopefully. Hockey started last week, that was pretty fun, so many stoners. It was entertaining. I think I'm getting a cold, oh well. I'll live. Today I have to work 12 to 3 then I'm going to come home and do my little bit of homework if I don't get it done before work.
So much to look forward to in these next couple weeks. Fahrenheit 9/11 comes out this week, so does the new Tony Hawk game haha. The new Sum 41 cd comes out on the 12th. I'm finally starting to plan my money usage with a future in mind. I'm going to start trying to put $100 in the bank every check. That way I figured by the time snowboarding starts I should've had at least 2 or 3 checks. You can do the math. Then I think I'm going to try putting at least $50 away after that. Build up my bank for the future. Not long untill I need to look into getting an appartment for Ashley and I. Then we'll need everything. Extra money will definitely be nice to fall back on then.
Music has been coming along very very slow. God I want to play a show oh so bad. But a practice once a week isn't cutting it. I need to keep working on technique and whatnot and start writing lyrics. I have so much to say, but when I try to get it out it just sounds so useless. Hopefully that will change. As far as guitar goes... I really want to look into some new scales and start playing around with my amp settings a lot to see if I can find a really unique sound for myself. I'm sick of trying to sound like everyone else. It's time for change in everything I'm doing. I want to individualive, pull myself away from the norm. I also really want to sit down and start doing acoustic stuff. Soon soon soon. Everything is later. I need to do homework. Maybe updating this thing will keep me on track better.