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somehow last night ended up bieng fun even though it was just me mark and a few scattered friends. i didnt really try to hang out with anyone because i was supposed to work for the pheonix handing out papers after the red sox... of course the minute my bike wheels hit the ground lightning and downpours start coming down. awesome, no really! this leads to me riding my bike to kenmore at 10 in the rain. when your bike has one brake that works halfway what do you think that means in a downpour.... no brakes!!! eeeeeeeek.
so now you have 1 drunk gentlemen riding in the rain really fast with no brakes, yes im a smart kid. luckily i made it to kenmore w/no trouble until i got into that crowded street and started crashing into people, haha. thankfully, they were drunk understanding jocks and im wicked chill so it all worked out. by the time i got there the game was called off and me and the guy from read yellow ive been working with got to go home and still get paid. did i just drop something there? oops!!
yesterday i had a life changing experience. we had a guest speaker in school andd he seriously effected the way i think about a lot of things. he did what ive been waiting to hear for all this time... he made a strong connection between work and passion saying that if your not passionate about your workk you shouldn't be doing it. i thought he was cool after i heard his awesome life story where he overcomes a brain anyeurism but then...... here the clincher....... he starts dropping DESCENDENTS QUOTES. HOLY SHIT THIS MAN IS MY HERO. by the time i got up to talk to him at the end my hands were shaking like i was on crack, i was really nervous. then we talked about life and more importantly descendents and he knew his shit. ill be writing him an e-mail very soon. im psyched.
im pretty much barely making it by these days but i feel really well about my ambitions and making them come true, i have decided to devote one day to studying in the library and at least a few hours three times a week at the gym. well see.
other than that i want to find a rad girl that i can be on the real with. every time ive tried with women the past year or so has ended with me bieng more than bummed and drinking alone.... so im really hesistant to open up to people in that way. i dont know, im fucked up... if you didnt know already. i need someone alright with that.
so now you have 1 drunk gentlemen riding in the rain really fast with no brakes, yes im a smart kid. luckily i made it to kenmore w/no trouble until i got into that crowded street and started crashing into people, haha. thankfully, they were drunk understanding jocks and im wicked chill so it all worked out. by the time i got there the game was called off and me and the guy from read yellow ive been working with got to go home and still get paid. did i just drop something there? oops!!
yesterday i had a life changing experience. we had a guest speaker in school andd he seriously effected the way i think about a lot of things. he did what ive been waiting to hear for all this time... he made a strong connection between work and passion saying that if your not passionate about your workk you shouldn't be doing it. i thought he was cool after i heard his awesome life story where he overcomes a brain anyeurism but then...... here the clincher....... he starts dropping DESCENDENTS QUOTES. HOLY SHIT THIS MAN IS MY HERO. by the time i got up to talk to him at the end my hands were shaking like i was on crack, i was really nervous. then we talked about life and more importantly descendents and he knew his shit. ill be writing him an e-mail very soon. im psyched.
im pretty much barely making it by these days but i feel really well about my ambitions and making them come true, i have decided to devote one day to studying in the library and at least a few hours three times a week at the gym. well see.
other than that i want to find a rad girl that i can be on the real with. every time ive tried with women the past year or so has ended with me bieng more than bummed and drinking alone.... so im really hesistant to open up to people in that way. i dont know, im fucked up... if you didnt know already. i need someone alright with that.