Aug 05, 2006 22:52
These past two and a half months have stirred something in me. This is the most self-reflective I have ever been. I have contemplated this every day. This has been a terrible, yet character-building summer for me. It has been a summer of transformation in which such changes were brought about by myself. I am a lot more aware of how I operate socially and how I treat others, and most importantly how I treat myself. In order to maintain this growing sense of self, I have found need of correction in my ways. Now that I have come to terms with my faults, I am ready to move forward and do amazing things. I am in the process of re-building my confidence, and embracing the future. My state is comparable to a construction site that someone drives past and says to his or her self, Theyre working hard on building something. Its not done yet. I wonder what it is? Stated simply: I am a work-in-progress. I want everyone to know that Im doing well for myself. The best therapy I can think of right now would be a return to school, and getting back into a real routine. My last day of work is Wednesday, and then my job is to prepare for move-in day.