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[shreddedrose]

im way out on a limb and im feeling out of touch with my direction. i feel like a lot of the time i try to strike out on my own and be original and unexpected; to delight and surprise. but eventually i end up feeling just as stuck and mundane as before all the excitement. im not alone and i have a net but i feel like im orchestrating a disaster. and i wont be the only one to feel the repercussions.

i am tired of feeling embarrassed by my inadequacies.

this is a flying leap of faith for me. i want to land on my path. next level, i guess.

a writer who cant write.