hindsight

[shreddedrose]

is something i wish i had right now to help me with my current situation. i wish i knew what i was doing or how i might really be feeling because as much as i want to analyze it i always come up with the same answers .. that im being too rational and that i should just feel like i think i do and get over it: to settle for what i have now. to stop considering i want the happily ever after and i cant get it without an ideal mate: to stop wishing that he were it and move on to something that is: stop waiting for him and i to change to perfectly fit one another.
more and more i find new things to forget about him, things that i think i should get over.