My Sparticus.......
I cant help but notice
that as the days pass
the gap between us
grows larger
And now
it is no longer just a gap
but what seems like a wall.
My mind is plauged
with curiosity
did I do something wrong?
Did I say something that hurt you?
Inside I know
that my questions will never be answered
because I don't think she reads this anymore.
If she ever did.
If any of you do, aha.
Maybe I was just something to occupy the time.
Something to be replaced with someone more worthy.
I don't know.
It is out of my hands.
As it always has been.
I know its been a while since I've posted.
Just with spring break having came and gone so quickly,
I've been rushed with business.
I have two new jobs :D
Fortunately all three of my jobs have extremely flexible hours.
So I am able to fasnagle all three of them in to my day-to-day scheduel,
and keep school in mind.
I work at an garage, private owned,
a minigolf/go-kart track called White Pines,
and a Dinner Club called the Al-Gen.
Ugh...
I feel lost in thought.
I don't know what to do anymore.
She is all I can think about,
and she doesn't even say hi anymore.
I feel broken,
I don't understand.
I guess I am gunna go ride for a while...
might post later
>.<
out
that as the days pass
the gap between us
grows larger
And now
it is no longer just a gap
but what seems like a wall.
My mind is plauged
with curiosity
did I do something wrong?
Did I say something that hurt you?
Inside I know
that my questions will never be answered
because I don't think she reads this anymore.
If she ever did.
If any of you do, aha.
Maybe I was just something to occupy the time.
Something to be replaced with someone more worthy.
I don't know.
It is out of my hands.
As it always has been.
I know its been a while since I've posted.
Just with spring break having came and gone so quickly,
I've been rushed with business.
I have two new jobs :D
Fortunately all three of my jobs have extremely flexible hours.
So I am able to fasnagle all three of them in to my day-to-day scheduel,
and keep school in mind.
I work at an garage, private owned,
a minigolf/go-kart track called White Pines,
and a Dinner Club called the Al-Gen.
Ugh...
I feel lost in thought.
I don't know what to do anymore.
She is all I can think about,
and she doesn't even say hi anymore.
I feel broken,
I don't understand.
I guess I am gunna go ride for a while...
might post later
>.<
out