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so word. im just livin life yo. tryina get these HS parties i never went to outta my system. i hope they are out soon cuz they suck. in general im content. its good. i look forward to meeting new people and growing up a little more. but opportunities with nice girls pass me by left and right before i even realize they are opportunities. things like that make me a bit anxious and edgy. and seeing lots of kids who think they are cooler than they are trying their best to act cool. and things like airplanes. i have to ride a plane really soon just a week or so after my last fight. i was so nervous on that one i might have almost cried. so thats it really. things are good because even if theyre bad i know they can be good. man it took me long to realize that in life. i just gotta find someway to surpress this anxiety that dwells deep inside me. and i miss u guys on tour.