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i just realized that i have to be way more on my own soon and in many ways i am way readier than i have been but i am not because i dont even know what the fuck i am passionate about. like if im on my own i think itd get old after a while if im not working towards something. its fucked up because i hate to take the things i am passionate about seriously. it kind of kills it for me. maybe i should be catholic or something. those rapist priests would keep me in line....