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My whole life I've been lost. Seeking purpose. Seeking something, but I don't think I'll ever be done searching. yet, I don't find that depressing. On the contrary, that's thrilling. I'm starting to learn the brilliance of life. aaagh happiness, how I havn't known you. I'm of worth! I deserve to be loved. Even if I'm not right now, and that's ok, because I have many loves. It's not always the one's breathing that get me by. I love life, and I love living. It's glorious world we live in, and I believe that wholy. This is an adventure, and you have to fight to find yourself, but it's a good fight, and I'm going to keep fighting. If I die today, that's ok too. A disappointment, maybe, but still ok. I've been having really revolutionary thought lately. I really wish you could be there, because it's like nothing else. I just keep on learning, and discovering new truths and falsehoods. I've been working on honesty. And working on how to be truly honest. Sit down and think about it. It's a hard task. It's beyond being honest when confronted, or whenever something comes up. It's about being truly open, and doing the confronting. It seems so simple, but so complex to me. Love, clearly, defines my existance. I live for it. I live to love, and that's what I'm gonna do. Love. Satire at it's finest, is simply laughing it off. Wow, when I'm with the one I love, I'm going to be so much better at it this time around. Wisdom is understanding. I'm far from wise. I'm working on it though. If time granted, I'll find a place in this world, and all of you will be proud that you know me. I promise. Wow, thought lately has been absolutly thrilling. I wish I could express it. I wish just one of you could dive into my mind, and truly understand Erick at his very fiber. A lot of you have a really good idea, but there's no way to truly understand it, but I'm going to try to understand you at your very fiber. I'm not sure how all of this got started, but I'm gonna make them G.D. certain how it's going to end.
Life is kind of like Freecell. In the sense that when you get stuck, it seems so hard. Then you fix one problem, then another. Sometimes you make problems, and then you have to fix that, and it all comes together, and then, all the sudden. All the cards go to the top.
Life is kind of like Freecell. In the sense that when you get stuck, it seems so hard. Then you fix one problem, then another. Sometimes you make problems, and then you have to fix that, and it all comes together, and then, all the sudden. All the cards go to the top.