the great disappointment

[shqualnst]

One morning, at 2 a.m. i recieved a call. A call from someone, just to let me know that I am nothing more than a disappointment to them. With no straight answer as to why, I accept this fact, and reflect. I have let myself and others down time and time again. And I probably will continue too. But is this not normal human behavior? Am I truly a bigger asshole than most? To some, yes, and sometimes it is intentional, but with this someone inparticular, I have been trying to become a better person/friend to them. But they're the one calling me out.

I'm honestly bothered by this situation.

Disappoint this.