i believe...
i believe that there are some good people in the world. it's a lot harder to find them, but when you do find them, don't ever let them go. i'm not just talking about relationships, i'm talking friendships, work places, everything.
KIN is probably the best job i've ever had, financially and w/ the colleagues. I've never been the type to hang out with people i work with outside of work, but there are a few that i love being with. they understand me in a way no one has understood me before. it's funny how you can be from different social groups, economic groups, and yet all of you go through the same thing: heartache, death, friendship loss, love, abandoment, etc. Last night, was a BIG stepping stone for me since my mom's death. Ever since Brittany betrayed me and our friendship, I have not trusted too many girls. But last night, these group of girls truly showed me that good people are out there and that they do genuinely care. I'm just so happy and feel that God truly put me somewhere to bring my happiness up again.
i don't think i've ever said this... but I LOVE SCHOOL! (creepy for me to say, i know). but all of my classes are challenging and challenge me to work hard. Shockingly, i like the challenge. i've met so many people and learned so many things, i think i chose the right major.
i want to end on this note:
i am completely and utterly in love with jean paul. it's almost been 11 months, my longest relationship ever, and it's just astounding to me what all we've been through and how far we've come. no matter how hard his mom tries to keep us apart, she won't ever be able to. our love is stronger than most people think. and sure, we fight and bicker and bitch ALL the time, those stupid little fights make us so much stronger. and the passionate moments we have, get better and better. i love when he spends the night or i spend the night with him, but unfortanetly, i've gotten so use to it these past two months that it is hard for me to go to sleep at night. i can't wait for the day when i can fall asleep next to him everyday and wake up to him too :} hopefully that will be soon enough in the summer after he graduates. i love him with all my heart and soul. i have loved many, but i truly, madly, and deeply am in love with him.
life is good, god is good, and i am completely in love.
KIN is probably the best job i've ever had, financially and w/ the colleagues. I've never been the type to hang out with people i work with outside of work, but there are a few that i love being with. they understand me in a way no one has understood me before. it's funny how you can be from different social groups, economic groups, and yet all of you go through the same thing: heartache, death, friendship loss, love, abandoment, etc. Last night, was a BIG stepping stone for me since my mom's death. Ever since Brittany betrayed me and our friendship, I have not trusted too many girls. But last night, these group of girls truly showed me that good people are out there and that they do genuinely care. I'm just so happy and feel that God truly put me somewhere to bring my happiness up again.
i don't think i've ever said this... but I LOVE SCHOOL! (creepy for me to say, i know). but all of my classes are challenging and challenge me to work hard. Shockingly, i like the challenge. i've met so many people and learned so many things, i think i chose the right major.
i want to end on this note:
i am completely and utterly in love with jean paul. it's almost been 11 months, my longest relationship ever, and it's just astounding to me what all we've been through and how far we've come. no matter how hard his mom tries to keep us apart, she won't ever be able to. our love is stronger than most people think. and sure, we fight and bicker and bitch ALL the time, those stupid little fights make us so much stronger. and the passionate moments we have, get better and better. i love when he spends the night or i spend the night with him, but unfortanetly, i've gotten so use to it these past two months that it is hard for me to go to sleep at night. i can't wait for the day when i can fall asleep next to him everyday and wake up to him too :} hopefully that will be soon enough in the summer after he graduates. i love him with all my heart and soul. i have loved many, but i truly, madly, and deeply am in love with him.
life is good, god is good, and i am completely in love.