Mistakes.. I've made a few

Dec 08, 2008 00:57


Ive been not myself lately and I feel sooooo bad about it nobody could possibly understand. Im not typing this for anyone to know what Im talking about, more to just make myself feel good.  Im a great guy and I pride myself on my many qualities, but can making a few stupid mistakes completely tarnish my good reputation? Im telling myself no, because I've learned from them, because now I know whats really important to me in my life, I know I will never ever make those mistakes twice, and I know that you can't erase things you've already done so you gotta think long and hard before you make decisions.  But the fact remains that I have fucked up financially, educationally, and every other thing ending in an "ly" at one time or another.  Am I an aweful, lazy, despicable, carless, freeloading, douche? Or am I human? Gahhh What ever, I love my friends, my girlfriend, and most of my immediate family, and I know my choices in school,work, life, etc, have hurt a good deal of them and all I can say is I've learned my lesson, and I'm sorry.  Maybe this will make sense to some people, maybe not, either way, have a good day and a pleasant tomorrow.
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