Time is only temporary.

[showmeurjulius]

You know...

I'm really trying.

I can't love you, or you, or you.
It would make sense to...
but my heart has lost its fucking mind.

I don't feel okay.
And I need to do something soon... because I'm hurting everyone else.

I was thinking about it...
and it's so ironic that I'm so focused on something.
I mean,
I can't be serious or focused on one thing for the life of me.
And here I am.
Focused...

The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet,
and the wish for your applause is taking over me.

I don't even understand myself
how am i to expect people to understand me.
So far, everyone's sucked at it.
maybe i'm not making it clear enough.

I LOVE YOU BABY, AND THAT AINT GOING TO CHANGE..

I know I keep telling myself if i work hard enough it'll come.
if i care long enough, it'll prove.
if i don't give up, i can get somewhere.

but it's sooooo hard.
maybe this is my test.

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far from here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what... we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene.

is it just me, or does every song remind me of you.