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Day started out really good, i woke up to brendan calling that was nice. Yah well after that i went to school was really tired blah that doesn'y count. then i went to band practice. Fun time. I am still really nervous. I guess i am feeling compared to them, and i am like a 1 on a scale from 1-10. I don't know. and now albert wants me as back up singing, and ahh, i suck at singing. well we took pictures, i learned the rest of autumn nights i suck but thats okay right?
well yah i can't see brendan untill NEXT weekend.
wildfandango2002: absence makes the heart grow fonder
i hope your right. He is sad, i am not there, im shakign like crazy, im crying. Dammit. I am not there for him and i am FREAKING ou. I just want him to be happy, that is it, i could be the saddest person ever, and him be extremley happy, and i would die satisfied. Goodness, things seem to get worse with his parents, and he doesn't need it. I wish parents understood deppression, life as a teen and such. Yah i know they were teens once also, but not in this time period, and not with the exact feelings as certin people. I dont know i am just totally freaking out, praying things will work out for him.
haha brendan, i told you im not a jew. haha
what a Q-t haha get it. q haha.
nick=the emo wanna b.
well yah i can't see brendan untill NEXT weekend.
wildfandango2002: absence makes the heart grow fonder
i hope your right. He is sad, i am not there, im shakign like crazy, im crying. Dammit. I am not there for him and i am FREAKING ou. I just want him to be happy, that is it, i could be the saddest person ever, and him be extremley happy, and i would die satisfied. Goodness, things seem to get worse with his parents, and he doesn't need it. I wish parents understood deppression, life as a teen and such. Yah i know they were teens once also, but not in this time period, and not with the exact feelings as certin people. I dont know i am just totally freaking out, praying things will work out for him.
haha brendan, i told you im not a jew. haha
what a Q-t haha get it. q haha.
nick=the emo wanna b.