I haven't had the guts to post this...
...but I'm going to now. You know, when a person dies, the rest of the family is lonely. And I consider most of you my friends, and I have no women in my family. None. How would you feel? I'm really hurting and I don't need to be told that no one wants to talk to me. Or, just that no one DOES talk to me anymore.
I have more friends in school than online and some of you are IRL friends, that don't talk to me, don't respond to my comments anymore. In the past 6 months I've been crying more than I have in my entire life. Why won't you people talk to me?
You know what word hurts me more than anything? Well, you'll have to talk to me. No, you don't have to. Do you know what word I hear more 3 times as much as the word that hurts me more than anything? Vodka. The words that hurt me most are (and by the way, I'm crying AS I'M TYPING THIS!) "family", "mom", and "good-bye".
I don't know if any of you care anymore. Should I close this down now?
By the way, to those who think I don't pay attention, I just wanted to wish city_child a HAPPY early BIRTHDAY! Call me, (if you still want to) girl!
I have more friends in school than online and some of you are IRL friends, that don't talk to me, don't respond to my comments anymore. In the past 6 months I've been crying more than I have in my entire life. Why won't you people talk to me?
You know what word hurts me more than anything? Well, you'll have to talk to me. No, you don't have to. Do you know what word I hear more 3 times as much as the word that hurts me more than anything? Vodka. The words that hurt me most are (and by the way, I'm crying AS I'M TYPING THIS!) "family", "mom", and "good-bye".
I don't know if any of you care anymore. Should I close this down now?
By the way, to those who think I don't pay attention, I just wanted to wish city_child a HAPPY early BIRTHDAY! Call me, (if you still want to) girl!