Jul 01, 2005 05:18
This pain is unbearable.
It's just so hard to distinguish what makes it the worst.
When did I become so insignificant to you.
I guess your definition of forever changes from day to day, which seems to conflict with what I thought we both wanted.
Perhaps the worst part is that you enjoyed it. I suppose that's something I couldn't even really boast.
I guess this is the way you wanted things. Random, just like you enjoy it. And I guess you got your way, you really can do whatever you want and still expect things to work. That's just how it goes when your lover values your hapiness over their own to such an extent... It presents the oppurtunity to walk all over them.
I guess it just comes down to what kind of person you are?
Are you the one who will watch me lay my heart on the floor, and love me for it.
Or use it as my biggest weakness?