since lastime,......

Feb 26, 2004 14:18

Dear readers,

Well we all know from my last post that on V-day I moved back to my moms house. I was there for several days, and on Saturday me and Chris got a place. Were Living in Wilmington Now. Were renting a Townhome. Its not a bad place, i think its alright since its our first place. Its a 2-story, 2 bed room 1bath, living room, somewhat of a dining room (which is our computer room...ha), and a kitchen. Its really quiet here, and i feel that were officially a family now. Even though ever since i been here, i had nightmares everynight. And their god awful ones too. Every night is a continuation from the previous dream, and i cant stand it! can we say "too scared to close my eyes" or what. These nightmares, are really making me feel depressed, because they feel sooooo real. Which i know its not real, but what if its a sign telling me that its going to happen. Im really good at interperting (sp?) dreams, but i would have to sit down and write the dream out and then it will come to me. But to be honest, which i always am, I dont want to know what these dreams could possibly mean. Deep down inside i already know its bad news.

Dear Chris,
If things between me and you were to ever go down the wrong path for us, even if you found someone new, i will always love you.

disturbed, and sad,
Wendy
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