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So although I probably won't be able to ever have the guts to straight up say it in real life, it was all my fault. I should have been there, and I could have stopped it if I had. It was a thoughtless move on my part, and definitely isn't the first. I guess you never really think about these things until they actually happen and hit you all at once. I hate being in that situation when I'm left with nothing to say and I when I have so many things I really should say and just can't. I can see it in your eyes that you blame me for it all and I guess that's fair....I just don't always know how to deal with what is "Fair". It's just hard to stomach the whole situation. They're blaming you for the most part and I know that is totally unfair. I just feel awful.