Jun 07, 2005 20:34
It's strange.....
I've never been so unsure of myself or of my feelings. It seems everything I want is there and that I could have it all in a second, yet I'm still unsure. It's like something has permanently numbed my heart and I can no longer let the one thing that once had full control over me, guide me in anything I do. I need for someone to send me a sign before I let this go too far.