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Sep 12, 2004 01:18

Well it's been a long while since my last post. I have been super busy and was out of commission most of the week being sicker than hell. Luckily, I had an unused Rx for amoxicillin and it kicked the shit out of whatever was bothering me this week. Just wish that I had taken it right when I was feeling sick, rather than when it full on hit me. Well, live and learn I suppose.

The editor job is going wonderfully. I put out my first paper the week before last and it turned out awesome. I rather impressed myself for a first timer. The upcoming week is another production week, so it'll be back to the grind. Besides that, I missed a class last week, so I have to play catch up now.

The apartment job is going ok too. It's one of those things that I've started to look at as a necessary evil. I need to have my own place, so this is what I have to do to afford it. It's not awful, but it's completely annoying to have 50 residents thinking that your world revolves around their leaky faucet, etc.

I just took on another job, bartending at the Richland Cafe in Lakewood. I thought it was just for this weekend, but found out today that it is for every weekend from now on. Today was pretty good. Never got super busy and left with over $100. I could get really used to that -- two days of that will be the perfect amount to give me some 'fun money' to go out with and actually buy myself some clothes. I NEED winter clothes like nobody's business.

I want to start doing something to lose weight before I start buying all kinds of clothes though. I am the biggest I've ever been and it is pissing me off. Everytime I go shopping, there's nothing that fits me right, I have a pot belly. Grr. I hate it.

This week all alone in my apartment because I was sick got me in a bit of a funk. I know that I am incredibly busy -- too busy, in fact, for anyone 'special' in my life. Or, any relationship that is going to occupy too much of my time and distract me from all of the other important things that are pulling at me from every direction. But somehow, at the end of the day, I get lonely and I am sad that I don't have someone around to just "be" with. This week really made me miss having someone in my life because I was here, all alone, sicker than hell, with nobody around to care. My mom did bring me over some Cracker Barrel on Thursday night and that was much appreciated, but...

There is the hot guy that I mentioned way back in July -- the one down the hall that answered his door in a towel when I went to borrow a can opener. I am really thinking of non-chalantly approaching him this week and just casually seeing if he'll be my 'tour guide' out in Lorain County, as I really have no friends out here. Then, hopefully it will develop into, if nothing else, regular good sex. I mean, he does live 3 doors down...how convenient would that be?!

Well -- I must be off. I got my second wind today and am off to do laundry and take a bubble bath. The one thing that I must say I am still loving, in spite of everything, is my total freedom to do what I want, anytime I feel like it - as I live alone for the first time. It is simply divine :-)
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