Boring...
I'm so glad to be home!!! I went up north for the fourth of July but what a headache.. I don't think me going up there was a good idea I didn't feel really welcome by my Brother in law. My Sister wanted me to go so she would not have to be with his family every minute. I had fun with her and my niece and nephew but I just think my brother in law didn't want me there. Like i was interfereing with the family Va Ca or something. You'd think he'd be honest about it and if he really didn't want me to go
Isn't that strange no matter how long you've known someone you feel like they just aren't comfortable with you around. It's like you're constantly walking on eggshells whenever you're around them. He made a few tacky comments that were unessesary, and of course when my sister was not there. I won't be going up there again just because who wants to give up work time to feel unwelcome somewhere. I didn't say anything to my sister because they are up there till saturday and i don't want to start a problem. It's gonna bug me for a while but what can i do should i cause a fight by telling her what he said should i let it go. uhhh!!! I always let things fester and they eat away at me.
My brother in law insists on paying for everything all the time. I don't like that. I constantly try to give him money for things, but he won't take it. He made a comment making it seem like i was milkin off them or somthin trying to get by free. FUCK THAT i can pay my own way I work fucken fifty+ hours a week, don't make me look cheap in front of people. Once again i immediatly went to the ATM in town Got out some more money and told him to take it. It was in front of his face and he says "no shelly its ok no don't worry about it, no i can't take it." Ok it can't go both ways if there's a problem take the money and shut up. If you really don't mind why make comments about money, apparently something is buggin you if you feel the need to make comments that are in very bad taste. Even if you were "joking" the thought must have come from somewhere.
I hate that it has to be that way but I'm 24 fucken years old I'm not 15 don't make me look bad in mixed company and think it's ok.
Oh Well
till later
Isn't that strange no matter how long you've known someone you feel like they just aren't comfortable with you around. It's like you're constantly walking on eggshells whenever you're around them. He made a few tacky comments that were unessesary, and of course when my sister was not there. I won't be going up there again just because who wants to give up work time to feel unwelcome somewhere. I didn't say anything to my sister because they are up there till saturday and i don't want to start a problem. It's gonna bug me for a while but what can i do should i cause a fight by telling her what he said should i let it go. uhhh!!! I always let things fester and they eat away at me.
My brother in law insists on paying for everything all the time. I don't like that. I constantly try to give him money for things, but he won't take it. He made a comment making it seem like i was milkin off them or somthin trying to get by free. FUCK THAT i can pay my own way I work fucken fifty+ hours a week, don't make me look cheap in front of people. Once again i immediatly went to the ATM in town Got out some more money and told him to take it. It was in front of his face and he says "no shelly its ok no don't worry about it, no i can't take it." Ok it can't go both ways if there's a problem take the money and shut up. If you really don't mind why make comments about money, apparently something is buggin you if you feel the need to make comments that are in very bad taste. Even if you were "joking" the thought must have come from somewhere.
I hate that it has to be that way but I'm 24 fucken years old I'm not 15 don't make me look bad in mixed company and think it's ok.
Oh Well
till later