dreyfoos.......
... this song.... it always reminds me of scott....
um.... ya i stayed home sick 4rm skool 2day n i ended up going to dreyfoos for an interview...... n um... ya they told me i didnt have to audition again since i just did in dec. so this week or next week im going to sit in on classes and stuff n then all i have to do is decide but im def. goin this time b/c then i wont go to the same skool as scott .... n then maybe it wont hurt as much ..... n i wont have to c erica n kenny 2gether all happy nemore or ..... nething.... i wont have to overthink the fact that i relali think jamie n scott have sumtin....b/c that just kills me ... i hate the fact of him being w/ sum1 else .... gosh ... here r the tears again.....i hate this so much!!!! i wish i hated scott as much as i hate everything he does..... i cant wait till i leave gstar...... every1's trying to talk me out of it but ..... they cant no one can but scott n he wont hes probly glad im leaving ..... even if he did tlak me out of it it'll all b lies so .... idk ... i have to go ......
*we never wanted it to be this way.... for all of our lifes...do you even care at all?*
um.... ya i stayed home sick 4rm skool 2day n i ended up going to dreyfoos for an interview...... n um... ya they told me i didnt have to audition again since i just did in dec. so this week or next week im going to sit in on classes and stuff n then all i have to do is decide but im def. goin this time b/c then i wont go to the same skool as scott .... n then maybe it wont hurt as much ..... n i wont have to c erica n kenny 2gether all happy nemore or ..... nething.... i wont have to overthink the fact that i relali think jamie n scott have sumtin....b/c that just kills me ... i hate the fact of him being w/ sum1 else .... gosh ... here r the tears again.....i hate this so much!!!! i wish i hated scott as much as i hate everything he does..... i cant wait till i leave gstar...... every1's trying to talk me out of it but ..... they cant no one can but scott n he wont hes probly glad im leaving ..... even if he did tlak me out of it it'll all b lies so .... idk ... i have to go ......
*we never wanted it to be this way.... for all of our lifes...do you even care at all?*