the life i wish wasnt my own
showcase was sunday and monday it went alright i got really bitchy lol i was PMS and working around two certain ppl being toegether didnt help at all .... ugh .... mondays show they werent together n i thoguht i was out of the trash again but i was wrong.... only lik 2 ppl will get that but ya .... so um...... melissa likes scott back..... chris n jamie say that he doesnt like her nemore but i have a feeling that now that she likes him too he does n im bck in the trash..... so ya i cried like all of 4th hour today... sum1 told mr. bower i was moving and hes upset hes lik trying to clal my house and write a letter to the judge and everything .... so recap .... i miss scott still i always will i cant see him w/ neone else i go insane .... bower knows and to make things even worse jake's mom went to the hospital today w/ heart problems so i have to go bck and visit her soon ..... wut the fuck else could go wrong i seriously hate my life it just keeps getting worse