hmmmm...

May 18, 2005 18:55

um..... had to do my jury today and it sucked ass and i wasnt ready b/c my comp lik was gay and wouldnt work last nite so i didnt even have my portfolio i was scared b/c of that and wen i got on stage i didnt commit fully and chris banks messed up the lines n i saved him twice and it just sucked relaly bad and i cried afterwards so everyone thinks i just want drama n shit but relaly i take my acting to heart i've never done so horrible in my life and it looks worse for me b/c i had the best jury and was prepared the most and had the best portfolio in the school at the end of the year last year plumb n decarmine even kept my portfolio as an example for them and other students and then i get up there today not ready and just do horrible so i cried n then afterthat class joe dumped me and i was going to do it neways b/c im moving but idk im still upset bout it ...... and then in 7th hour alexa jamie n megan and i were sitting behind scott and noah and i realized i will never fully be over him and hes so mean to me and he says hes kdding and jamie says he is but idk he takes it so far idk ..... i relaly just hate not being his friend .... but o well .... um ya ..... well idk wut else more later
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