just sum things on my mind that i put on the paper..... promise i will have a real update soon jamie

May 10, 2005 19:32

*I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know anything
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not see that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Please come back to me
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby*

*I remember when you used to be mine
But now if I only had the opportunity
I would do anything
Because my heart still believes
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life
It's irrelevant to dwell on the past
I'm accountable for what went bad
And I mean that
But I keep on hoping for another chance
Just to have you back
No, no it ain't over yet
I just can't accept the possibility
If we try one more time
Maybe somehow we'll survive*

*You're kissing me
And saying I'm the one you need
To keep you warm
And lay with you tonight
Baby I feel the same way
I don't want to leave
Wanna hold you close
And feel your love inside
But I don't wanna play myself
I don't need complications in my life
And I don't wanna fall back in
And get caught up in you again
It's hard for me to break away from you baby
Never could resist you
And I still haven't learned how
And I don't wanna be a fool
But it's hard when it comes to you
Cause I don't wanna miss the chance
You keep saying
You know I need you baby
and i know
I'm so lost without your love*

*Ever since you left me
I've been trying to hide the pain
Faking a smile
Putting on a big charade
So difficult to keep pretending
It's getting harder everyday
It's plain to see I'm cold and heartsick
Since you turned and walked away
I just keep going round and round
Oh boy my world has changed
And I don't think I can make it without you
Nothing's the same
You got me running around in circles over you
I try to act just like everything is cool
But inside I keep repeating
Don't you let him see you cry
So I casually turn my head
As the tears roll down my face
Everything is you
How can I pull through
My heart is consumed I'm so confused
Still caught up in you...love can be so cruel
Baby don't know how to turn you loose
I just keep going round and round
And round in circles
Keep on tumbling down*

*I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes
Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you*
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