it seems to me that maybe pretty much always means no
i haven't written in quite a while. its all sort of a blur of headaches naps and homework. speaking of haedaches, i have a killer one right now. so i've been doing what i normally do.. hang out with people. i am so tired. moms having surgery to remove the titanium plate and screws from her neck... because they're starting to scrape at her vertebra. so she has that surgery first, and two weeks later, she has another to put screws and a plate somewhere else in her neck. all of this is done at christmas time. she's going to be out of work for three months. yeah. so happy holidays everyone. well, its not like it was going to be normal anyway. i cringe when i think about this coming holiday season. things are so bizarre here... it could be worse. i shouldnt complain, theres people with less. we'll be fine. lost is on in a few minutes. so in closing i would like to say.... blagh. =p