i get tired of the heart attacks, every time it rains

[showerofsparks]

i had a good day. and im happy. lately.. i've noticed. there are people who came back into my life that i honestly never expected. noelle... she imed me. i dont know how things ended with her and nathan... so i dont judge. but we've said to eachother before that we would be friends even if her and nathan broke up. i think that the wounds have healed and that its a good time to be true to that promise. there's lots of catching up to do. =) today, i decided something. im writing for the school newspaper, the vanguard. pantano my journalism teacher asked us if any of us were interested in the vanguard or ambassador (yearbook). at first i said no, but then i thought about it... it would be a good start if journalism and possible publication is where i want to go. so im going to go to the counseling office soon. i also have to change the fact that they never made a creative writing II so i just got stuck back in the creative writing class i took last year and i will do anything humanly possible to avoid that because it sucked. =D
the youth leader at my church threw a bob of crayons at me after service on sunday. apparently that was my invitation to this shindig on thursday night, so im taking liz with me. im wondering what the crayons are for though. i'll have to TAPE THE OC but liz and i will watch it when we get back to my house. im so exhausted...i should go to bed soon.

EDIT..
you don't really realize how a part of you the places that you go are. the cottage. sooooo many memories. mostly of this one hottie hot hot and talks til 4 am and burying my brother in the sand. i know ill cry when that place gets bought.