lately the days have all kind of bled together
uh.... liz and i went to jills and swam with heather and julianna. all ive seen of heather is when i ran into her at the mall so that was nice. =) heather jill liz and me all got in lizs car and drove to seven eleven and we were just laughing hysterically on the way. the guy stopped next to us at the light was staring..he looked scared. hahaha and we acted like completely idiots inside the 7-11 too.. then today i had church and the picnic after. good times.. forget my pill today so i was cranky. mom drives me nuts. procrastination, cant find her keys, i didnt stay in my lane, thats why i didnt pass the test, im not getting a car, im far too smothered to go to warped tour, she thinks im antisocial..... well i am. i try to avoid talking to people i dont know. it makes me uncomfortable. mom got mad at me.. she says this guy was "interested" and that i gave him the cold shoulder. i tried to explain to her why he wouldnt be interested in me and she just scoffed and called me frigid. whatever. im not looking forward to this week. once liz leaves, i always feel sort of abandoned... because i havent really been talking to anybody else lately so i think i might just sit around all week and read or something.... yah hoo... at least the house is clean. oh yeah and tomorrow we're getting digital cable. so that isnt so bad. i guess. maybe i could search communities and get some good stuff to redo this journal with. but maybe im too sleepy.