in the future, they are not the same
i got up reeeeeaally effin early on thursday and went to work with my mom. she's changing classrooms, so i was walking back and forth carrying boxes for about six hours. i was happy to help her though. i love my mom. she's so crazy. her principal.. SHE IS A BITCH. i hate her! >_< ugh. when my mom finally retires, on her last day she should bitch the principal out. i told her to do that. she didnt dismiss the idea. lol i told her to tell the principal she looks like a man. *shrug* the truth hurts.
now im at liz's. we went to ortonville last night to get her car cause it broke down when she went there for erin's grad party which i was not allowed to go to. erg. >_< we actually had a good time, for two and a half hours on the road. today we got up and went to panera bread. i bought lunch.. only it came out to $20 for two iced cappuccinos and sandwiches.. thats all the money i had. lol i had three dollars in change left. so we went thrifting. i tried to find some really big retro sunglasses but to no avail. we came back here and now we're sort of deciding what to do... i hope we just stay in and eat icecream. its nice to stay in on days like these.
the pistons won last night.. i called justin to see if he was at the game, but he was actually watching it with mom and bob. okay, the three of them in the same room getting along..that's weird. i don't understand how my mom could be so devastated one night and the next act like nothing was wrong.. i heard them laughing in the background. maybe its cause im gone. lol but really i dont know. sometimes the good times aren't enough to outweigh the bad and that might be hard to accept for some people. *shrug* i've said this before.. but i hate situations like this. if i knew whether to cry for a loss or smile for a reconciliation, it wouldn't be so.. tiring. it really just gets exhausting after a while, not knowing what to feel. blah. whatever. im going to have a good time tonight. and tomorrow. and sunday. =) <33333
now im at liz's. we went to ortonville last night to get her car cause it broke down when she went there for erin's grad party which i was not allowed to go to. erg. >_< we actually had a good time, for two and a half hours on the road. today we got up and went to panera bread. i bought lunch.. only it came out to $20 for two iced cappuccinos and sandwiches.. thats all the money i had. lol i had three dollars in change left. so we went thrifting. i tried to find some really big retro sunglasses but to no avail. we came back here and now we're sort of deciding what to do... i hope we just stay in and eat icecream. its nice to stay in on days like these.
the pistons won last night.. i called justin to see if he was at the game, but he was actually watching it with mom and bob. okay, the three of them in the same room getting along..that's weird. i don't understand how my mom could be so devastated one night and the next act like nothing was wrong.. i heard them laughing in the background. maybe its cause im gone. lol but really i dont know. sometimes the good times aren't enough to outweigh the bad and that might be hard to accept for some people. *shrug* i've said this before.. but i hate situations like this. if i knew whether to cry for a loss or smile for a reconciliation, it wouldn't be so.. tiring. it really just gets exhausting after a while, not knowing what to feel. blah. whatever. im going to have a good time tonight. and tomorrow. and sunday. =) <33333