en flagrante delicto
ginas house was good. we went to get coldstone, sat around and talked for hours, and watched good burger with her brother. haha... that movie's so ridiculous. i had a good time.
i came home yesterday and as you can see my good mood was spoiled when i was attacked without provocation... all of a sudden nathan started telling me how unfair i was being. ya... whatever. i tend to judge people harshly. just because its the only kind of judgement ive ever gotten, so ive never been any other way. i know what its like though. ive lost someone's trust and its hard to get it back again.. maybe i should go easier on him. nevertheless, justin is still moving out because of it. going to live with squire and kristin, who are kind of wrapped up in eachother, so i dont know how much hes going to be liking being a third wheel all of the time. nathan stopped talking to the kid for a reason so i wonder how squire's gonna treat justin. i know its been a while since they've talked.. justin's decision has kind of made me angry. he can leave.. he can get out. he can get in a car and drive away when he's frustrated and i got nowhere to go and no way to get there.... its not fair.
today dad and i went out and shopped. he's so good to me.. i don't know what i'd do without him, really..
studied for finals this week. then im fuggin outta there.. no more school. <3 i hope to see jesse this weekend, and i know i have two grad parties to go to.. and i wanna go swimming really bad.. =(
i came home yesterday and as you can see my good mood was spoiled when i was attacked without provocation... all of a sudden nathan started telling me how unfair i was being. ya... whatever. i tend to judge people harshly. just because its the only kind of judgement ive ever gotten, so ive never been any other way. i know what its like though. ive lost someone's trust and its hard to get it back again.. maybe i should go easier on him. nevertheless, justin is still moving out because of it. going to live with squire and kristin, who are kind of wrapped up in eachother, so i dont know how much hes going to be liking being a third wheel all of the time. nathan stopped talking to the kid for a reason so i wonder how squire's gonna treat justin. i know its been a while since they've talked.. justin's decision has kind of made me angry. he can leave.. he can get out. he can get in a car and drive away when he's frustrated and i got nowhere to go and no way to get there.... its not fair.
today dad and i went out and shopped. he's so good to me.. i don't know what i'd do without him, really..
studied for finals this week. then im fuggin outta there.. no more school. <3 i hope to see jesse this weekend, and i know i have two grad parties to go to.. and i wanna go swimming really bad.. =(