Jun 26, 2007 12:09
i forgot that i am actually different than everyone these last few weeks. fuming with jealousy about everyone off on their European adventures I've felt trapped in a self made purgatory. but that sentence says it all; everyone is in europe right now. it's hip and the thing to do this summer, and while it does make me jealous while i sit trapped behind a desk; i've forgotten that in only a few short months i'll be doing the same thing...but for a longer period of time. and instead of france, prauge, or england i am taking a big trip to peru. then i'll have my own adventures that will last for longer; and i know how to take pictures. i guess what is most disheartening is that i won't be able to travel with steph; even for a few weeks. and i will be all alone, but that's the adventure. besides, everyone will visit me and ciara, christa, and my family are definitely more fun. and after school i get a summer of trapseing around with someone i am deeply connected to. so really, while i may be a year or so behind at least i'm doing it differently, and in my opinion (which is the only that matters in this case) much more grande.