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Jul 30, 2005 07:36

i know i just updated...but

i was sitting in my room getting ready to go to coffee
and my mom wakes up
and comes in my room
(i thought i was in trouble)
and she starts telling me that the chiropractor told my dad something yesterday
and she didnt know if she should tell me,
i guess i have 2 slipped disks (or thingys) in my back
and if they get any worse ill need surgery
and theres a chance i could end up paralyzed ....
i could feel the tears forming when i heard this.

so she goes on about how i shouldnt play in nationals coming up
because anything could make the disks slip further out of place
and i could wind up injured permanentaly.
if i dont get my back fixed
i might never be able to play softball again
and pretty much limit everything else that i do.
or worse...be FUCKING PARALIZED!

what about my future?!?!?!
all my hopes, dreams, hard work, plans for my life....

i guess were going to some other doctors in the next few days
for some second opinions.
theres nothing i want more than for this to be all fake
and to just end right now.

how am i supposed to react to this?
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