Nostalgia is all i have to look forward to in the end.

Oct 14, 2004 11:47

Question.
(imagine blinkin putting his hand up in men in tights)
If a brain is like a hard drive,
And hard drive’s always crash, and lose data
Will this happen to my brain?
I know my memory is really testament to this.
And perhaps it wouldn’t be as devastating as someone who was really smart and knew what seems to be everything.

Whatever. To much hero myth in my head. Ë leons class.

So everyone has a first kiss right?
Well I had a few but the one I consider to be my first kiss turned out to be my first crush. I think. Im sure there are so many people who know me who would remind me that no no. im a dick and wrong. And what about so and so, and blah blah, and remember this guy?? But I like to think of him as my first. I mean it was hell teen crush, as in id see him there’d be butterfly’s and instead of saying huloo,, or anything really, I would run in the other direction, hoping he didn’t see me, but wishing that he would and then wishing he would talk to me, blahhhhhhhhhhhh. Hahaha what a fool I am. ANYWAY - I saw him last night. And it was so funny! we started to have a chat, and I told him how I used to love him so bad, and wasn’t it hilarious, and don’t you love how we can look back and laugh at me. The funniest part was when he tried it on and I said “do you think if I found you in the leat bit potential I would tell you how I used to lust you so bad?? You are mistaken sonny.” and when he asked for my number and I said how I didn’t have a phone. Or a house so no mail for me as I have no address. Good on him. He kept trucking though. It was highly amusing. Such the drop beat. I shake my head at my youthly desires

Mind you how much do you hate this conversation?
“I used to like you, like I was hell hot for you”
“really?? I wish id known as I really liked you too!! But you never talked to me. I thought you weren’t interested”

this is a common conversation for me, and the record is just getting tad thin.

So everyone has a best kiss right?
Well I saw my third? Yes ill be generous and say third best kiss ever, and decided to tune him to see whether I was right, and if he did deserve the praise I had given him in my head. Long story short: No, no he didn’t. not at all. And it makes me laugh.

He’s 38 and reinvites himself into his life he says he’s never been there he says neither has my wife, the camera dolly’s round and dissapear’s from sight
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