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I should just give up now. I'm no good, who am I trying to kid myself to think I can actually make it.
FUCK EVERYTHING I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
my spirit is dead.
a fucking counselor? that doesn't help cause all I do is cry there too, I cry at home, I cry there, I'm a big fucking baby thats what I am, a big fucking baby right? that right cause everyone is just sick of me talking, i'm sick of me talking.
I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I'll find a 9-5 job and be miserable just like everyone else....
i'm on my knees!
pretty pretty please!
kill me!
i wanna die!
put a bullet in my hea-eh-eh-eh-ed.