Totally one of the worst day in my life.
Yep,you read it right. I don't want to rain Massu's parade since it's his birthday today but..I feel so depressed,aggravated,crushed,disappointed,crank,crappy,distressed,envious,frustrated,gloomy,grumpy,indifferent,infuriated,irritated,envious,jealous,listless,lonely,moody,nauseated,numb,pissed off,rejected,restless,sad and stressed. CAN YOU BELIEVE ALL THOSE FEELS IS LITERALLY INSIDE ME?
I AM GOING TO DIE!!!!!!NEWS IS GOING TO HAVE A CONCERT ON AUGUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's because NEWS will be having a concert from August to September!
The title of the concert is NEWS LIVE TOUR 2012 ～美しい恋にするよ～ which means LIVE TOUR 2012 ～Utsukushii Koisuru Yo~
AND I CAN'T GOOOOOOOO!!!!!MY ONLY CHANCE NOW IS THE TEGOMASSU CON IN AUTUMN OR WINTER OR THE JOHNNY'S COUNTDOWN..........CRYING IN MY SLEEP.
Here are the lists of reason why I can't go.
1.) Money issues.
You see,I have to withdraw all of my savings to pay for the insurance policy that I have right now.So,I'm totally broke,and I need to work hard again for the money. And besides,December is the season where we usually get our Bonuses....
2.) My mom and my sister might be coming home this August.
3.) I am just a new employee at my second part-time job. Today is my 3rd month in the company,and I have to report for 3 months for before I could be a regular employee and I could only avail of the paid leave on December.
Sucks,isn't? I'm been feeling like a shit for the whole day now because I'm really depressed. I hate the fact that I can't go and support 4NIN NEWS in their comback concert...(*sighs.*)
Well,maybe I'll just see you in Johnny's Countdown in Tokyo Dome...
I still can't take this reality shit. I am still in denial stage.