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i really hate having my period.
sometimes my pad crinkles when i walk and i can hear it and it makes me feel like i'm wearing pampers. and the smell of blood makes me sick. i'm pretty sure no one really reads my blog so i get to spew disgusting shit like that.
well, anw for the first time ever in my life, i have no idea what i'm studying. i don't get risk management, i don't get the whole mechanics of the islm, the only thing i know is to push the buttons on the financial calculator! so, yay. if i don't buck up, i am so, so screwed.
sometimes my pad crinkles when i walk and i can hear it and it makes me feel like i'm wearing pampers. and the smell of blood makes me sick. i'm pretty sure no one really reads my blog so i get to spew disgusting shit like that.
well, anw for the first time ever in my life, i have no idea what i'm studying. i don't get risk management, i don't get the whole mechanics of the islm, the only thing i know is to push the buttons on the financial calculator! so, yay. if i don't buck up, i am so, so screwed.