I am afraid.

[shout_for_joy]

F-ing up my finals made me think about my crappy grades,
which made me think about this whole college process.
What if I get rejected to all the schools I want to go?
I am afraid of what's to come in the next few months...rejections, acceptances, goodbyes.

There's nothing I can do, I know that...but I can't help but be scared.

I'm scared about the rest of my finals.