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[shout_at_schube]

Most of the time it's too much work to collect enough of my thoughts to write about. The notion of attempting it alone is so overwhelming that I concede before I seriously consider it. And there's also the fact that the majority of my writing has proven to be poison to me; with years of training, I still do not know how to do it properly. I still cannot communicate without inadvertently destroying. Hence my silence here.

I'm going to be making an attempt, soon, to change the very fundamentals of my expression. But for now (or in a few moments), one last hurrah...