Memento Amor.
There are some things in life that I feel that I should always be mindful of. Remember to be polite and respectful, to cover my mouth when I sneeze, flush the toilet, e.t.c......These are small things that are programmed into us through daily use and interaction. There are somethings that I deem more important, but haven't programmed for daily use like some of the other things....things like affection. I want to be able to remember everything about a person, be able to bring it up, apply it to please them.
I think I may be saying this because I want my feelings to flow completely. I know someone who trusts me completely, being able to open up to me, and share thoughts and feelings with only a little bit of hesitation.......and I have to be an asshole, who expresses his feelings with purposely confusing language, using several different concepts that have a correlation line thinner than spider's silk. I made a promise to relinquish the use of my complex way of speaking, and i have been able to open up normally. That's a BIG step. BIG.
....All I've been able to think of lately is a certain set of song lyrics...."Hmm, that's something new.....Matt is expressing himself through lyrics."
"Broken mirror...A million shades of light..."
......All I can say is that I'm dealing with one hell of a Booksmart Devil. ......Keeps me on my toes.
I think I may be saying this because I want my feelings to flow completely. I know someone who trusts me completely, being able to open up to me, and share thoughts and feelings with only a little bit of hesitation.......and I have to be an asshole, who expresses his feelings with purposely confusing language, using several different concepts that have a correlation line thinner than spider's silk. I made a promise to relinquish the use of my complex way of speaking, and i have been able to open up normally. That's a BIG step. BIG.
....All I've been able to think of lately is a certain set of song lyrics...."Hmm, that's something new.....Matt is expressing himself through lyrics."
"Broken mirror...A million shades of light..."
......All I can say is that I'm dealing with one hell of a Booksmart Devil. ......Keeps me on my toes.