Jul 31, 2005 22:44
THIS IS THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM......I WILL BE AWAY FOR ONE WEEK.......TO PUT THE REFORMATION INTO FULL AFFECT.....
it is almost complete....
the process is simple.....sharpen the mind.....sharpen the senses.....harden the heart.....
.....................................simple.....already complete.............................................
but now im going away to put on the finishing touches......
and i feel as though im not going to fufill my promise to stay....i made this promise thinking that something goo would happen upon my return.....but i forsse nothing good coming of this......it looks like i will be going back to my old school....
whatever....it almost dosent matter where i go....i'd have to face demons if i go or stay....
me staying was for a woman.....me leaving is for a woman......LOOK AT ME!!!!! am i that pitiful????
no mater.....i have my best friend, my music, and my parents.......im finished with the facade....