you know when youtube recommends you on videos that are usually things you already saw or random things you don't care about?
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it's probably well known but I've never seen it before so it made me laugh cos I associated it with hetalia
plus it's like an opposite version of this
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JOEY ♥
hmmm I'm having hard time deciding something
I can choose to go with some kids in my year to Poland on summer vacation to learn about the holocaust (which I really wanted to do, but it's really emotionally heavy, people often go there just to pull some stupid jokes outside of Israel, AND IT'S LIKE 1800$ for a week uh no thanks)
OR
go to Germany on summer vacation as a part of the student exchange (which is uh 660$ for 8 days)
OR
none of the above.
but I'm seriously afraid that the only next time I get an opportunity to get out of here will be in 4 years, after my army duty OTL
I've never been to europeeee and it's so close orz plus my closest friend irl goes there every 2 years and GOOD GOD I AM SO JEALOUS
I can't ask my mom to go anywhere either cos she spent most of her money on renovating our new house and she's actually borrowing money from family (me included) and friends to also get new furniture.
p.s. war is over for now