Stress....
So the stress is on yet again... I'm getting bombarded with school projects, working hard and wedding plans! Oh and throw in there a meeting with yet another realtor and some babysitting of Dylan and Ani tonight. I'm getting a bit torn in a every direction right now.
Adam's saying that he wants the wedding this fall - and I do too but it'll be hard work and I still am "supposed" to clear things between mom and I (even though I have no idea what she or any other person really expects me to say to her). Her excuse she told Adam was that she wasn't feeling good that day and that she didn't want to do the whole room alone and that she just lost her temper. Whatever. She sat there and called me names and completely upset me right before work. I don't expect her to apologize or even really care because that isn't really her way of dealing with things, but she's also not the type of person who would really just forget it and get on with things like this should be. I still don't really know what I'm going to do. I'm thinking maybe asking her and dad to go look at the house that we like over on Slayton to see what they think so we can either put it into one of our top houses, then she'd probably have to talk to me. I don't know.
I've got my type three done for astronomy. Now all I have to do is my other anatomy thing and my psychology. I have all weekend for both - but I have some time tomorrow and friday in 3rd hour for both of them and I don't work Friday night so that'll give me more time. I might go to the catalina show on Friday b/c Alicia really wants me to go but it all depends on if Katherine will go with me or not - I'm definitely not going alone! LOL. It should be fun.
But I should be heading out - haven't been home yet today. We went to meet with the realtor at 3:30 in holland so we had to leave right after school - then to get Adam's oil changed and everything check on for his car also at Saturn of Holland, then we went and babysat until 8 and then came here so Adam could talk to his mom about some stuff and now here I am online. I need to go see how my fathers first day back at work was - should be interesting!
Ri
Adam's saying that he wants the wedding this fall - and I do too but it'll be hard work and I still am "supposed" to clear things between mom and I (even though I have no idea what she or any other person really expects me to say to her). Her excuse she told Adam was that she wasn't feeling good that day and that she didn't want to do the whole room alone and that she just lost her temper. Whatever. She sat there and called me names and completely upset me right before work. I don't expect her to apologize or even really care because that isn't really her way of dealing with things, but she's also not the type of person who would really just forget it and get on with things like this should be. I still don't really know what I'm going to do. I'm thinking maybe asking her and dad to go look at the house that we like over on Slayton to see what they think so we can either put it into one of our top houses, then she'd probably have to talk to me. I don't know.
I've got my type three done for astronomy. Now all I have to do is my other anatomy thing and my psychology. I have all weekend for both - but I have some time tomorrow and friday in 3rd hour for both of them and I don't work Friday night so that'll give me more time. I might go to the catalina show on Friday b/c Alicia really wants me to go but it all depends on if Katherine will go with me or not - I'm definitely not going alone! LOL. It should be fun.
But I should be heading out - haven't been home yet today. We went to meet with the realtor at 3:30 in holland so we had to leave right after school - then to get Adam's oil changed and everything check on for his car also at Saturn of Holland, then we went and babysat until 8 and then came here so Adam could talk to his mom about some stuff and now here I am online. I need to go see how my fathers first day back at work was - should be interesting!
Ri