Don't know what I'm doing....
So now that I'm getting closer to the end of my high school career I think I'm getting a little anxious and I'm starting to suffer from senioritis - ugh. I DO NOT feel any motivation to do any homework anymore. I want to try but I just don't know what I want to do anymore.
Adam and I went out to look at about 4 houses today and that I think just made everything worse. I want to move out so bad just because things are getting so flipping tense at home - a.k.a. I'm fighting with my mom YET again and it's STUPID and I am sick of her B.S. - and I'm sick of them expecting me to do things like clean up after their pig habits for nothing in return.
All this talk about needing money for a down payment in the next 1/2 - 1 year is causing me to ask Todd tomorrow night at work about being put on waitstaff. I think I can do a fine job at this and I'll be able to make more money! I am kind of excited. The only downer is that Adam and I are going to need to spend more time being serious about talking about things like setting up an account together where we can both deposite money to save for a down payment and other things, plus what we want in a house/condo and what we are going to do for our wedding.
I'm excited about all of it though because a lot of it is keeping my mind of my mom and myself and the whole home situation. I've really liked working the past few days because I'm out of the house and I'm busy enough to keep things off my mind, otherwise things have been driving me crazy. I'm nervous about talking to Todd though - I just need to sound confident about it and just go for it. I'm sure I could do just as good if not better than some of the waitstaff they already have plus I already know things like how to work the computers fast enough, plus where everything is in the kitchen and a lot of the regulars .... it just seems like second nature for me to go on to doing that.
Ok, well I'm going to go study before bed - I'm not at all prepared for Anatomy/Physiology tomorrow and I'm quite nervous that he's going to give us a pop quiz over the chapter :S Wish me luck on everything right now, I'm going to need it - lol.
Ri
Adam and I went out to look at about 4 houses today and that I think just made everything worse. I want to move out so bad just because things are getting so flipping tense at home - a.k.a. I'm fighting with my mom YET again and it's STUPID and I am sick of her B.S. - and I'm sick of them expecting me to do things like clean up after their pig habits for nothing in return.
All this talk about needing money for a down payment in the next 1/2 - 1 year is causing me to ask Todd tomorrow night at work about being put on waitstaff. I think I can do a fine job at this and I'll be able to make more money! I am kind of excited. The only downer is that Adam and I are going to need to spend more time being serious about talking about things like setting up an account together where we can both deposite money to save for a down payment and other things, plus what we want in a house/condo and what we are going to do for our wedding.
I'm excited about all of it though because a lot of it is keeping my mind of my mom and myself and the whole home situation. I've really liked working the past few days because I'm out of the house and I'm busy enough to keep things off my mind, otherwise things have been driving me crazy. I'm nervous about talking to Todd though - I just need to sound confident about it and just go for it. I'm sure I could do just as good if not better than some of the waitstaff they already have plus I already know things like how to work the computers fast enough, plus where everything is in the kitchen and a lot of the regulars .... it just seems like second nature for me to go on to doing that.
Ok, well I'm going to go study before bed - I'm not at all prepared for Anatomy/Physiology tomorrow and I'm quite nervous that he's going to give us a pop quiz over the chapter :S Wish me luck on everything right now, I'm going to need it - lol.
Ri