i love my corey
went to the east game.. that wasnt bad.. i guess. at first. i was really pissed. right when corey got there.. i saw some chick run up and hug him. fun fun. then i got pissed. i talked to sarah though. heh. that was cool. she's awesome. then. shelby was tehre. and.. brandon was there.. i felt bad. shel said me and corey were cute and it almost made her cry.. cuz. brandon left and shit. i dont know. i feel bad. she needs her happy back. her love. damnit. it was sad. then. steve and trish got into some fight thing. and. it was just. bad. yeah.. but. i dunno. oh. and.. corey got pissed too becuase he was talking to nick about me not allowed to sit with david. and. corey was like. well does megan WANT to sit with him and nicks like. err i dunno..so yeah. i got to meet gabrille. she's pretty. and. skinny. i liked it. too much. she looks fun. and.. josh was there. uh. yeah.?? right. okay. soo.. i dunno. it basically sucked. oh and.. i left. and didnt get to talk to corye much cuz i was with tricia. but. that was fine. ohhh.. and.. aw. darek. got really depressed while talking to rosa. it was so.. sad. i hated it. i want to help him. he thinks no one cares. but.. we all do.. he thinks we're all going to break about. but. to me.. he was more than just a casual friend. i dont know. i just.. want him to be happy. he has enough to go through.. cant he be happy for once. i wanted to talk to him tonight but.. i didnt get my turn.. everyone else had him. damnit.. i wanted to talk.. meh.. i hope he gets on soon.. i really want to talk to him.. i felt so.. empty.. seeing him stand there with steve. just. standing. with no emotion but.. pain. i dont konw.. i just. i felt so bad.. i felt horrible..
so yeah. the night sucked. i talked to tricia a lot. so that was cool. and.. i got to see corey. so yeah.. but.. i dunno. darek kind of. ruined my mood.. i just want my friends to be happy.. =(
i miss corey. im not going to get to see him anytime soon either. it sucks.. its like. a jessica situation.. we can never see each other.. but. kind of different.
i was scared to go upstairs.. all the lights are off. and.. someone.. i dont know who. was on the couch.. only. it was two people. and. i think they were like. fucking or soemthing. it scared me. its david and ashely. cuz. my mom called. oh. and.. corey didnt.. =(.. i hate jo.. =( i love that kid. so fucking much.. why cant she understand tat?
i dont know. this is pointless..
damnit.
im so pathetic..
i hate this.. i think im done. or.. not. but. i want to be. im.. gettting a nother one. a private one. err. yeah. maybe friends only. just.w ith no friends. maybe jessica. and heh.. for some reason i want michael to knw shit. BUT. i dont even know him. i cant trust him. nevermind.
damnit.. i want fucking COREY to know shit.. i wish i was like tricia.
so yeah. the night sucked. i talked to tricia a lot. so that was cool. and.. i got to see corey. so yeah.. but.. i dunno. darek kind of. ruined my mood.. i just want my friends to be happy.. =(
i miss corey. im not going to get to see him anytime soon either. it sucks.. its like. a jessica situation.. we can never see each other.. but. kind of different.
i was scared to go upstairs.. all the lights are off. and.. someone.. i dont know who. was on the couch.. only. it was two people. and. i think they were like. fucking or soemthing. it scared me. its david and ashely. cuz. my mom called. oh. and.. corey didnt.. =(.. i hate jo.. =( i love that kid. so fucking much.. why cant she understand tat?
i dont know. this is pointless..
damnit.
im so pathetic..
i hate this.. i think im done. or.. not. but. i want to be. im.. gettting a nother one. a private one. err. yeah. maybe friends only. just.w ith no friends. maybe jessica. and heh.. for some reason i want michael to knw shit. BUT. i dont even know him. i cant trust him. nevermind.
damnit.. i want fucking COREY to know shit.. i wish i was like tricia.