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anyway..
im not over reacting anymore..
im not crying
im not.. having urges.
im calm.
im tired.
im drained.
but..
im calm.
he's calling at 9.
he woke me up about an hour ago. i had no reason to stay away. so i slept.. and.. he woke me up. i told him to move the phone so he wasnt breathing in it. then he said he isnt going to breathe anymore. so i said.. try it.. then.. i was half tempted to say something like. no.. you have to breathe.. if you die. you wont be able to tell me about rachel.. err. were you not planning on it anyway?
but.. i didnt for some reason.
eehhh..
september 11.. columbus. midgard. *jessica*
im not over reacting anymore..
im not crying
im not.. having urges.
im calm.
im tired.
im drained.
but..
im calm.
he's calling at 9.
he woke me up about an hour ago. i had no reason to stay away. so i slept.. and.. he woke me up. i told him to move the phone so he wasnt breathing in it. then he said he isnt going to breathe anymore. so i said.. try it.. then.. i was half tempted to say something like. no.. you have to breathe.. if you die. you wont be able to tell me about rachel.. err. were you not planning on it anyway?
but.. i didnt for some reason.
eehhh..
september 11.. columbus. midgard. *jessica*