Adventures Of The Flirting Frivolous Fat Chick.

[shouldasheena]

Occurrences today have lead me to believe that all I am good for is a bit of flirting and no-strings sex. Because obviously I'm too strange or vulgar to be serious girlfriend material. But this has essentially led to something that is beyond my control. Something I'm never prepared for. And something that is completely out of my comfort zone. Today, I realised I have a stalker boy, who is infatuated with me. Now, my friends and acquaintances will know, that I don't see myself as something or someone remotely attractive. So don't think I'm bigging myself up here.

The story goes like this. No joke.

He added me on FB as I knew him from AL. (lolol)
I'm a person who thrives on someones happiness, so when he requested my MSN, I gave it to him.
We talked. As friends. From my end anyway.
I said I wanted a Dratini, just a passing remark.
He caught me one.
He became scary.
He guilt tripped me.
I purged him.

Now, I really do enjoy others being happy. If they are, then I am. But I just had to get rid of him.

And that lead me on to wonder why I can't get anyone I want. People say I'm lovely. But I never have the person I like. I always have strange guys after me, and they always end up being stalkers.

Maybe I should just take a chance, and ask someone out.

Nah~That'll never happen.