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I didnt mean to be an asshole, but I think I already tried to say that. I tried to do the best I could to keep things right. Don't blame me. I'm not what you think, but you're going to think what you want about me. I think I'm like you remember, but yes I've changed a bit. I had to or maybe it just happened. I also didnt leave for the reason you thought. Why do I feel I must explain myself? I fucking hate tears. I fucking hate waking up with puffy eyes from crying. I fucking hate feeling this way, I've never felt this way. This isn't me, I don't think it is. Maybe "outside of the box" was what I needed or maybe I'm just a fucking dumbass. I think you would be the only one that could understand and beleive me at this moment I feel stupid...
I'm split in half.
I'm split in half.